It has been rough this semester. I think it is a combination of work, school, work, school and do not let me forget work. Ok I am making jokes, but speaking the truth. It is not easy juggling the two, especially when you have daily stresses of “will I have my job tomorrow”. However I keep telling myself and I truly believe every bit of this is worth it. Do I wish I would have gone after high school, sure? Did I, no?
Some people might be happy if they did not go to college and they landed a decent job here and there, but I want so much more. I have actually been fortunate enough to have good paying jobs, but it is not enough for me. I want more flexibility and want to pick and chose while they are picking and choosing me. While experience is great, the degree takes a step in front of you and this bothers me. So no matter how hard things get and how much I think I can not make it anymore. I am determined to get through this.
I am actually doing well in my finance class, but because of all of my stresses I feel like it is not sticking with me. I am a little scared when final time comes because I am not real confident that I will do well. Maybe I am crazy, but this thought goes through my head everyday and I am not sure how to overcome it. The finance class that I am in has to do with a lot of equations and formulas. I feel once I figure it out to answer the question, poof then it is gone from my brain. Do I have a lot on my mine? Or do others ever experience this problem. I am looking for a little help here so for my fellow readers please drop a line and let me know what you think.