The past few days have been really nice. Yesterday my co-worker and I had the same timing for a lunch break and there was plenty of people to cover us so we went to Zaxby’s together. She is only 18, but she’s really cool and kind of like a country hick girl. She has an old 4x4 big Chevy truck that her boyfriend gave her. It was so funny because she is so short and so small and she drives this really big truck. Zaxby’s is just about in the same parking lot as the mall, but not quite. She didn’t put her seat belt on and I didn’t either. I know it’s really dangerous not to wear a seat belt, but it was barely a minute drive over there.
I’ve never eaten there before so I ordered the Cajun chicken sandwich with fries. It was so good because it has been YEARS since I have ever came close to eating something with dressing on it. I did feel a little sick after eating it because I am not really used to eating greasy foods plus foods with dressings on it.....but I felt so ALIVE. I cannot describe it at all. I felt so good..............I mean going to lunch with your co-worker and having a greasy chicken sandwich shouldn’t make anyone feel too excited and it's actually an everyday occurrence, but it made me so happy and made me feel so alive.
When I got off work my best friend/co-worker Jenn picked me up and we went to her house. We went to a concert at her church. Okay, not really a concert, but a singer trying to get started. I honestly did not care for it, but it was nice to be with my friend. Jenn also brought her neighbor with her and she has the cutest little baby girl. It was so much fun holding a baby........after the concert we went to Subway and I got the Italian BMT...............so strange that stuff like this which is normal everyday stuff really makes me happy..................I guess I missed out on so much when I had the eating disorder and I was so sheltered by my mother.
This girl with the baby is only 19 years old, she doesn’t have a car, she doesn’t work, hardly has any dress clothes or clothes in general, no cell phone...........then I come home and see all the stuff I have. I loaded up Jenn’s car with three big bags of unwanted clothes. Too bad those clothes won’t fit that girl........but I know Jenn will donate what she can’t use to the church and I have my room back!! Don’t have to look at those three overly stuffed bags of clothes anymore!